I have resorted to looking at monster.com to find something.  I am now looking at sales training and consumer marketing, ick.  I think if I get my foot in the door, I can move up the ladder quickly. Anyway, my networking lead didn’t work out so I am going to start from scratch. 

I am going to have one last gasp this weekend before I start my program in earnest next Monday.  I have noticed that even though I am not on the program yet, my little diet boot camp has already began to work, I am really becoming conscious of what I am eating and my bad habits.  I was completely unaware of how often I would grab whatever was available and would stick in my mouth even though I wasn’t even hungry.  In the ebook, it is called grazing and I was really a COW!  Yesterday I noticed that I had would walk by the kitchen cabinets where the Pringles are and would grab a handful ( had to make myself feel better after hitting rock bottom on the job search).  I did that three times before I realized it!  I wasn’t snacking, I was just eating out of boredom.  I also broke down and bought a digital kitchen scale and a bathroom scale yesterday to get ready for Monday.  I also called Nicky yesterday to tell her the news, she laughed and then cheered me up, she thinks that I am turning the corner.

Diet smart has this service that I am signing up for called snacktime.  I thought it was silly, but now I am sold on it, I need discipline if I am going to do this. Nicky said it should help, so what the heck.  I also got a couple of emails from my “diet coach” Di, she wants me to send in my weight for my meal plan, I guess that I have to send that in before Monday.  I got to play around with the calorie database yesterday for a few minutes, I checked on some of the stuff that I eat when we go out to Chili’s, it is shocking how many calories I was eating!  The more I learn, the more I am depressed.