NINE WEEKS ON A DIET, I really feel like I am missing out this time of year.  I am really depressed and I am not happy right now, it maybe just the monday's but I was not happy this weekend and self denial did not help.  I am stressed about the shopping, I haven't sent out the first xmas card, I have not wrapped nor shipped gifts, the kids are out of control, they are out of school all next week and I have to work a couple of days since I don't have vacation.

Danny has lost weight too, he is starting to look very good.  I am noticing probably about a 10 lb. weight loss in him and he is toning up nicely, with that, it has really improved our relationship in one area.  I am also more energetic now so that helps, but work makes me tired.  On the other hand, I feel sexier.  WHere is this going?  I need to write more often, I have way too much to say today.